Small steps to the End

 I close my Eyes and now i know 

The end is here and i cant turn 

When the steps will start my legs will take me away 

From your arms , From your heart , From your safe 

You were my World for you i live and Dir 

And now when the steps have start no one can stop 

I know what you think and you might be right 

But the End is now near and i cant stop 

We were good and love was blooming 

We were one and we were the strongest unit in the chain 

But the steps have started and no one can stop 

When the sun will set and the moon will raise 

You will look at me and i will not cry 

For the tears have dried , the love have frozen 

Cause the steps have started and there is no one to stop them from going

May the Sun will always raise on your side 

May the moon will always shine in your sky 

May the love you found will always be there 

May you remember the Sub who loved you to the end

The unknown

 I always knew this day will come 

that the unknown will enter our life 

like a thief in the night it came from the dark 

the unknown have many shapes and forms 

and i always fear it will come and not let go 

it have the power to stop my heart 

it have the power to crush my life 

when i love , i love with no boundaries

when i care i see no walls i care with all i am 

when i fear it stop me , it crush me ... when i fear i no longer live  

Love will always win

 Love is the power to move the world 

Love have the power to shut the light 

Love will always make you feel safe and secure 

Love will kill you softly but make you feel a live until your lest breath 

Love will make you cry and laugh and cry again and in the end smile 

Love is what make us do silly things but never forget them in the end 

Love is more then life it self , cause what is life with out love and what is love without life

I am love , I am the power of life , I am the Power of light 

I am love , I am fast and can hurt you 

But when you give Love the helping hand she will light your life and bring you back 

I am love , I am your Love .... and you are my Love 

Broken Pieces

 Borken pieces on the floor 

and i know i cant see anymore 

 the sun is shining but clouds covering it rays

the sky are open but the clouds are covering all the eye can see 

I raise my eyes to the sky and feel the little drops fall down 

I close the eyes and feel your hands on me , your fingers slide on my face and I shiver

I gasps and the air come back to me , the piece slide back in to place and i am whole again 

I know now all is right , the heart that stopped beating beat again 

My lounges fill up with air again and i am a live again 

I open my eyes and now again i see your not here , your hands no longer there and the air is no longer there 

The broken piece are there , the clouds are there , the rain is there 

But you are not there 

  

 

One day in November

 One Day in November

you came in to my life and enter 

the heart i thought will never be open again 

the heart i thought will never beat again 

and there you were with your heart and words you lowered the walls i put up 

and there you were standing tall and strong and offer the soft kind hug 

you came and did not run from me , i didnt scared you 

you came and did not leave me behind , you came and saw and stayed 

I was there and didnt leave 

I was there and you didnt let me fall 

We were there and stayed tall and strong 

We were there and we still be here 

One day , One month , One year , One life 

Thank you for coming in one day in November  

‎Everytime ‎

Everytime i hear your voice i long to be with you more 

Everytime you say my name my heart beat faster and faster with no shame 

Everytime you touch my soul , i feel your hands on my body and light my core

Everytime you say my name , my legs shake and i fall to my knees 

Everytime you send me away my heart brake and i die a little more 

Cause everytime i am not yours i am not me anymore 

Expectations

Everyone have expectations , 

we all have them , we all want them ... 

we all think thye are the most important thing 

but sometimes life have its own turns and one expectations can be their disappointment . 

Someone gave me a task , to finish writing 3 logs of the blog in 3 days . 

i did 2 out of the 3 and by doing so i disapointed him . i felt bad , i should have stood by the expectations he set for me , but i couldnt . its not that i didnt want to , but as i said life had its own turn on my days and i didnt finsih the task on time . 

like everything in life every action have its reactions . and my lack of action set a reaction of punishmnet 

i understand his reaction to the expactions he had from me , and for that i cant say a thing . 

expectations can come in many ways , shapes and forms . it can be of huge varitiy of things . 

when we care about something or someone we have expections . 

I hope i will not fail and will stand in his expectaions from me .