יום רביעי, 11 בנובמבר 2015

another beautiful work by Sacha .... amazing !!


one day , one time and he didnt need to do much ... the whip in his hand said it all 


thank you Sir Jean for doing this with me ... 

He ( Aliyah 2015 )

He own me with out a collar 
He guide me with out a word 
He excite me with out a tocuh 
He speak to me with out a voice 
He leash with with out a chain 
He take me with out a move 
He love me with out any bounderes 
He have me with out any power 
He hurt me with out any tool  
He cut me with out any knife 
He heal me with out any glow 
He Dom me with out any rule ....

to the one who is spaciel in my life ....

יום ראשון, 1 בנובמבר 2015

Hate ( Aliyah 2015 )

It's easy to hate 
not so easy to forget 
It's easy to love 
not so easy to love again 
It's easy to say " sorry" 
not so easy to mean it from your heart 
It's easy to give your heart 
not so easy to give it bake not broken 
It's easy to act like a child 
not so easy to act like an adult 
It's easy to hurt 
not so easy to say " forgive me " 
It's easy to say please 
not so easy to give that chance again . 

It's easy to hate 
not so easy to love again . 


יום ראשון, 25 באוקטובר 2015

The World on A Golden plate ( Aliyah 2015 )

He Offered her the World 
and told her she could 
He promise her the heart 
and show her the submissive art 
He allowed her to love again 
and lead her trough the rain 
He gave her his word she will be safe 
but then the world turn and it was unsafe 
He made her believe 
and she felt relief
He then took her hand and they walked 
in to his heart and he shut it closed 
He let her feel , know who he is really 
and the fire light again in her belly 
He closed her eyes 
and she allowed her self to smiles 
He made her love him and care 
but he couldnt let her bare 
when he shut the world and door 
and made her believe its not safe any more 
He took the world he offer her 
and send her out in to the cold , harsh , world .


יום חמישי, 22 באוקטובר 2015

looking in to your eyes offer the crop


One Day in OS , i have decided to play a naughty girl and it was this picture that will always remind me of that day . just sweet times in the Japanese garden . 

fun day with Sacha and Mare in OS .... ( pic by Sacha Audeburgh (sacha.audeburgh)


Sacha always take pictures , the eye of this amazing woman never stop to amaze me . 
one day in OS , in Hallowen the boss Lady ( Sacha ) decided to play photos with Mare and I 
and this is what we got .... 

Picture for the Shibari ( pic by Sacha Audeburgh (sacha.audeburgh)



Picture for the modelling project ( picture by Sacha Audeburgh (sacha.audeburgh)










babygirl look ( Picture made by Sacha Audeburgh (sacha.audeburgh)




The way I am ( Aliyah 2015 )

Looking out to the open sea i know 
who i am to be what i am to do 
listening to the waves close by 
i know and fear the fear i feel inside 
letting go of the girl i use to be 
loving the woman i am now to see 

Looking out side to the raising sun 
i know and feel just deep inside 
getting away from the people that hurt me 
loving the one that always stood by me 

Looking at the beautiful world we have 
i know it is a place to be and live 
getting the best of each world i see 
taking care of the broken heart i have . 

Looking away closing my eyes from the evil i see 
Loveing the woman i am to be 
Leting go of the girl i used to be . 
this is who i am and what i am to be ....

The Party ( Aliyah 2013 )

One heart , two fast beating " why does he want to see me ?" i spoke softly to my self while waiting out side my bosses office , i looking at his secretary  , so beautiful , so elegant and yet so cold .  her black tight dress and her red high heels , the right amount of makeup and her long black hair pull back in to a nice hairdo . i never really looked at her face , if i have it must have been stopping my heart from beating , if i as a woman and a strait one look at her and find her exotic , i do wander what the men in the office think . one look at my clothes , bright blue a bit lose jeans , white buttoned all the way up shirt , my long curly hair tied up and my eyes are hidden behind glasses , i smile to my self when i think about the last moment i was wearing makeup . 
One heart , one fast beating heart , i have deep blue eyes , so deep i was once told it look like you can jump in to them as swim forever ., slowly i raise them up to the clock on at the wall , " maybe he forgot " i start thinking just as i hear her speak to me " Aliyah , you can enter he is waiting for you " her voice is also quiet and sweet , everything about this woman arose my feelings and woke them up , with a shy smile as this feelings new to me i take my shivering steps and walk inside in to his room . 
there is not much light in his dark room , only the light from the lamp on his thick dark oak table " sit , Aliyah " he said with his deep voice , softly i bite my lower lip and take a long deep breath filling my lungs with the smell of the room , of the old oak , the old books , this room always excites me , always made my body shiver for the amount of books here are just ... amazing , scary , beautiful , every little girls dream , my eyes scanned the room trying to fill my brain with all the beauty i see , my heart pumping faster and i almost fall when finally taking my seat . 
" how are you today , Aliayh ?" he ask and his strong firm body is slowly shown from behind the dark screen of the room " would you care for something to drink ? i think i got a good scotch in here " adding to me and the voice is sliding along my body making me shiver " no , thank you " i quickly answer him and with out letting him speak again i add " you asked to see me , have i done something wrong Boss ?" my eyes never left him even when he got a bit closer , and placed the glass before me , like he knows i will need it soon enough . he chuckles " yes i have , and no my dear you have not , to be honest you are one of my best writers . have you done something that i do not know about Aliyah ? " there is a tone of sarcasm in his voice as he knows nothing happens in the office with out him knowing of it , we are a small magazine , everyone knows everyone and everything , privacy is something almost non existant. 
i look at the glass and then back to him " No , i do not think i have " then he laughed , cold low deep laugh " no . no dear for one you have done nothing wrong please do not worry " i can feel his eyes looking at me , scanning me; my lips , my eyes , my breasts , my shape and body . " Aliyah , i need you to accompany me to an event tonight , i need you to report on it , i usually take Roth but she is sick and you two are the only females in the office , i can not take the other guys , cause i need a womans point of view " he stops and sips from his drink . " Sure , i can do that Sir , i think i have a suit , well a normal one in my closet " slowly i cross my arms before me and look at him " aww no my dear , for this event you will need a dress " quickly he stood and walked to the closet behind him , i can hear the sound of the old doors open up and a sound of a bags , i want to turn , i want to see what it is but something is holding me tight and i do not dare to look behind my back " this is your size " he says and hands me two bags and while he is still standing and my shivering hands reach for the bags he adds " be ready in 2 hours Aliyah , my driver will pick you up , now if you please excuses me i have a lot of work before i need to leave " he looks at me again this time standing next to him , still shivering , still a bit in shock , how does he know my sizes ? how does he know i have no dresses , or does he just ... my line of thinking has been stopped when he opened the door and showed me out " two hours Aliyah " he said and closed the door behind me as i left his office . i looked at the clothes , and i looked at her as she smiles a warm smile and nods softly before she turns back to her papers and her work . should i run ? should i just leave it here and run ? what was he  thinking to himself ? it was a hard time to find a new job , and i needed the money . it will be alright , one event and i will be on his best side . i nod to her back slowly and start to walk to the office door to get ready for this event what ever it may be , i will find a way to enjoy it " need to make the boss happy " i said to myself all the way to my car and all the short way to my house . carefully, i park my old car , take the dress and the shoes , my bag and laptop , open the door to my house slowly , taking along deep breath , placing the dress on the table with the box of shoes and close my eyes relaxing " i am safe" i say to my self a bit louder " i am home " . 


" Breath aliyah " i speak softly to my self  , " it is just an event , not the landing on the moon " softly giggles and i start to claim up the stairs , one step . carefully with one move before i run,  i open the door to the bathroom looking around like i know that once i close the door to the bathroom my life will not stay the same . 
i bread , slowly my slander fingers start to open the shirt bottom and i slide the white shirt from my silky body , open the white lace bra and watch as it hit the floor , i open the loosen jeans and while leaving my white tong behind on the floor carefully i step in to the shower , the water is running and the room start to fill in with steams , i love hot showers , they always calm me make me bread easily and allow my heart to slow his beating , i keep thinking about his scutery , her long legs and perfect body , a smirks raise to my face and i wash my body perfectly leaving behind in the running water the dirty day  . my hands slide on my plum breasts and firm bottom , my perfect belly . the white bubbled soup wash away the day and prepare me for my night and my spacial event . 
" aww no ! " i was saying  to myself out loud when i found out the time. i was  looking at the clock on the wall " i will never make it on time " quickly i dry my hair and slide out of the tub almost falling but stopping my self in the last min " careful Aliyah , no need to run or fall " the voice in my head was clear and very monthery like . a quick giggle and the towel slide from my soft skin body , like a silk fabric sliding between the fingers of a young lady before her first night in bed with her lover , a shiver was running in my spine and i stoped when my bright blue eyes fall on the dress , a black low front and even lower back cut " aww no no " i said to my self " i am not wearing this ! is he lost his mind ?" the voice was louder in my head . suddenly i heard my phone ringing it was unknown ID number " Hello ?" i heard a man voice from the other side of the line " my name is Jone , i am the driver i will be down in 15 min , but please do take your time Miss Jupiter " her smiles and i blushed , like he know i am standing nacked infront of this beautiful black dress " i ...i ... will be ready " my voice was shivring as i answer him back " i hope " i whisper and my eyes closed trying to brace my self . quickly with out thinking to much i fix my long curly blond hair with a single black pin i could feel the soft hair sliding alone my bare back and i zipped the dress , how hard i tried not to look at my self , trying to hide my red cheeks under some light smokey makeup , put on my black new high heels , the heel was high but the shoes was very compfetrable , i did not know how to feel , how does he know what i have or dont , my shoes size , my bra sized ? then i looked at my self in the bathroom mirror and a smile spard over my face " is that me ? are this mine ?" smirks and turn to the side to look at my body , my plump breasts , my slightly standing nipples , the fabric was almost coverng my breates it was leaving just the  right amount of place to immagine whet you can find under the fabric and the low cut front was sliding until my belly botton . i saw another little beg with a little blue box , carefully i open it and there it was a beautiful black necklace , a small chocker and a long one sliding just until the start of my cleavge , when i locked at the necklace on my nack and again looked at my self i was scared but i was ready " this is just work aliyah , just work , tommorow it will all stay the same like you left it " how little did i know that once i close my house door behind me , i will never be the same girl i was when i left . 
one more step and the loby door was open for me by a young tall darker skin young man , he looked at me for a moment and i blushed " i am ugly " i said " this dress is just to much " i did not really gave him time to answer but he gave me a warm smile and shook his head " No my Lady , you are beautiful , a beautiful bird " i know mark from the day i moved in to this building , he was always so nice to me , always helping with the things i needed to do in my apertment . " aww stop it " i said and giggled ,  yes i was beautiful , and the dress was sexy , but i needed to hear it from him , to get his approvel , he will not lie to me , he is my friend . the door of the building was close and the door to my bosses car was open for me by the driver , he as well was looking at me and smiles warmly noding softly and helping me to slide inside , i looked at mark and he wink at me . i look at the driver and nods , he close the car door and i closed my eyes , trying my best to stay inside and not run , not running back to the life i had in my old life , the life i had before this night . 

The drive was not long , i was looking out side the window the all time , amaze by the beauty of the city in the night , the lights the sound , i felt like a child eating the city air with a spoon . " it is beautiful , is it not ?" i heard the driver voice behind me and with a warm but a shy smile i looked at him " yes it is " i answered him quickly and turn my head again to the window , then my eyes slowly drifted to my self and to the dress i was wearing , soft gentle hands slide on my silky soft body and i gasps , still finding it very hard to believe i am here and i am not running , my mind was lost in the dress in the voice of my boss , i closed my eyes and take another long deep breath , the next time i open my eyes i saw a county site , trees and mountains , flowers and cows . " where are we? " i asked and fear cover me and my heart , i looked around like a scared caged animal . 
" this is the manchat " he said and laughs as he enter the big gate and i was with my mouth open when i saw how big is this house we drove pass it and stop at the en trace . i saw a young man just like mark standing next to my door , and as the car stop he open the door and offered me his hand . one foot after another i slide gently out of the car and stood , the beauty of the house , the hight of the walls and the music all swing me in place and i almost fall , the young man hold me waist tight and helping me stand . " it is beautiful , is it not ?" he ask me quietly and laughing " i assume you are Miss Jupiter , Sir Brad is waiting for you at the entrance " i turned to him looking in to his deep gray eyes and was almost in shock . how does he know my name ? he hold his arm to me , and i slide my hand to him arm holding it gently when he lead me to the entrance of the house where my Boss was waiting . 
He looked at me and a smile was on his face , a small smile , maybe even a grin , the ball boy bowed softly to me and slide down the staries not before he turn to me and whisper in a warm vocie " enjoy the night Miss Jupiter , you look beautiful " a blush coverd my pale face and i nodded to him " thank you ! " i said to him but he was back down open another door to a new car that arrived and i ... i was amazed by the beauty . 
" He is right Aliyah " my boss said to me in his low voice and a shiver run in my spine when he reach to my hand and hold me , leading me inside the house . 
the inisde was even more beautiful then the out side , high sandalier , beautiful music , ladies and gentlems around , some talking some dancing . " Good Evening Sir Brad " i heard a young feamel voice behind me , he smiles and nods to her . " Good Evening Sir Brad " another voice this time it was a younger voice and i turn to see a beautiful young lady , to her he stop and kiss her hands softly and she blush , we pass few more people on the way , his hand holding mine tight , like he was knowing i will fall if he let go . then he open the big window to his balcony and the view was amazing , the city light , the soft cold breeze . 
" How are you aliyah ?" he ask and stood behind me i was looking out side the balcony " this is beautiful Sir " i answer him and i could hear him laugh , a little mad thinking he was laughing at me i turn and looked at him , " have i said something funny Sir " my bright blue eyes was looking at him and shiney with anger , he shocked his head and looked at me , from my face to my breasts the low cut front of the dress and my shape and curves " No Aliyah , but you are far more beautiful then this view , your body is perfect , your eyes shine with anger and your lips , my girl , your lips are whispering words only a true man can hear " he slide his tumb slowly on my lips and i gasps , i did not know what to say , how to move , where am i , all i knew is that my body was calling for him and for his touch and his fingers touch made me blush and my body sing , a quiet song . 
i shock my head and looked at him , he moved back " i am Sorry Aliyah i just could not hold my self , please do forgive me " he say whispering the words and i turn back to look at the view , " if you choose to leave i understand , but please do stay for dinner " i nods softly and only answered " what is the story you wish me to cover Sir ?" he grins again and said " after dinner i will show you , do enjoy and feel free to look around " he kissed my hand again and smiled turning around walking back inside , i saw him petting people on the the back , noding softly to the ladies , then the sound of a ball and i heard a man voice " Dinner is serve , everyone please go inside the dinning room " i saw them all leave and slowly with the  lest of the power i had in me , alone i walked inside 

I enter the big room my hands and body was shivering and my eyes was scanning the room , my hands lay to the side of my body holding my little bag and i stood in the door , i heard a lot of people talking , chairs been pulling away and drag back in , wine glasses been cling and more , the soft music around me calmed me a bit . " please come with me Miss Jupiter " i heard a familiar voice and a warm hand slide in to mine . my head turn and i look at the ball boy i saw when i first came he smiled to me and hold my hand tight helping walk inside while my eyes was " eating " the beauty of this house , i hard him smile to me and then he stopped " here Miss Jupiter " carefully he pull the chair back and help me sit then he carefully push the chair back and smiles with a nod , slowly stepping away from me . i smiles to the tall man sitting next to me , and his eyes was scanning my body and my breasts , he lick his lips and i turn my head to the other side , seen another man this time a bit older maybe in his 40's he nod to me and turn his attention back to the head of the table where i saw my boss sitting , it was a bit weird the way they were all sitting , man and then a woman , then again man and a woman , i did not pay much attentionto this only later i understand why , there was a small sound of kristel gless when the silver teaspoon hit it . i raised my bright eyes to see who it is and my eyes met my bosses one ,his rough finger on my lips still made me shiver and blush and i lower my eyes to the table " Welcome all " he started to say " To old friends and new , i welcome you all to my lovely home and our monthly dinner , thank you for coming , i would like you all to meet some one dear and sweet she is a bit shy but please all off you welcome my dear employ Aliyah " all heads was turn to me and i gasps when he said my name and all the eyes was to me i blushed so deeply i almost stop breathing " stand Aliyah , please dear girl " i bite my lower lips , my heart was pumpping so hard and my nipples were standing , all my body got hard and stiff , i nodded softly and was ready to sit when he added " is she not a beauty " i turn my head to him and gave him a firm look , a look that i knew will make him think , how dear he , he have cross all lines . i thought to my self and shaked my head , then i heard the people around me claps hard and say " yes she is " and another said " a beautiful bird " some women looked at me and smiles warmly other just ignored and i was saved by him " alright now lets eat " he claps his hands and the food cary in the hands of young men and women enetr the room and place before each of us . i looked around and slowly when everyone started to eat i ate as well . 

Dinner went quiet well , people talk to me and i talked to them i was laughing and they were also , i started to feel good and easy , lower the fear level i had when i felt strong warm hands placed on my shoulder , i almost jumped from my place , he lean down to my ear and whisper when i could feel the warm air from his lips sliding along my ear " you are beautiful , i am glad you staied , i do hope you are having fun " he raise and talk to the man to my right " Tom i do hope you are taking good care of my Aliyah " he laugh and Tom was laughing with him " aww yes she is a dear girl and a smart one as well " i felt Tom hand slide on my upper arm and i looked at him and then at my boss .  " I am sorry i think i need ..." i started to say but he did not listen , and said out loud " please all , lets go to the main room for tonight spaciel event " my boss side his strong hand to mine and hold it " please Aliyah , it will bring me grate honor if you join me in the main room " his eyes was warm and kind and i melted , i smiled and nodded " yes Sir " i said to him and follow him quietly to the other room , there were chairs and lower pillows next to each chair . my boss set on the chair next to me and i looked around as all the chairs and the pillows was taken already " please Aliyah do have a sit " he pointed to the pillow i looked at him and smiled " on the pillow ?" i asked and waited " unless you wish me to sit on the pillow but you are younger and have much more power in you " he said , we both laughs and i slide to the pillow , with his help covring my cleavage and turn my eyes to the middle of the room , until now i did not saw it , but it was there , a tall wooden pole with chains in the top , i looked a bit confused but was quiet , we set at the middle not close enough but i could see everything that was going on . 
the room was quiet the light was low and calming , a young red hair woman was led to this pole , she was wearing a dress just like mine only dark green , her eyes was blindfold. she was holding an older white hair man hands and was carefully tied to this wooden pole , i turned my eyes to my boss " i dont understand " i said to him " you will , give it time " there was something sexy about this young girl , something exotic . i noded and turn back to her , the white hair man was standing before the woman and he hold a knief in his hand , with a quick move he cut her dress and the fabric slowly left her silky body and her apple breasts , i gasps and was ready to jump , but he hold me and slide his hand on my back " calm down Aliyah , she is fine " i looked at her and she was smiling , " smiling ??" i thought to my self , amazed by it all i could not move , the people around us applowed and was calling her "beauty" one woman said she will bring alot of honor to her Owner , and that word sound so wrong to me , i bite my lips not to say anything " this is your job " i capt saying this to my self " my job " while i turn my eyes away . then i heard a loud whip in the air and my gaze was turn quickly to the girl again , i saw a red waltz on her body and one more and one more . tears was standing in my eyes , my heart was raising with anger and my mind did not work , before i could think more i hard another whip and i hold the pillow looking around , people were smiling , admiring her beauty , admiring his power over her . " thank you My Master , i love you My Master " i heard a soft voice 
and it was that woman on the pole , some man next to me was starting to underss the girl by his feet , and slide his fingers on her hard pale pink nipples " thank you my Master" i hard again from all over , shaking my head could not even start to understand what i see , i pushed my body up , i wanted to stay , i wanted to look more and see this , in a way it arows me to see this , i could feel my nipples start to stand , i could feel my heat and body reacting to this , but i could not stay there , quiclly i turned and start running , running as fast as i could on this high hilles , could not breath , could not look or see i fall to the floor and twisted my ankle " Aliyah , please be careful " i looked up and saw my boss " do not touch me ! you ... and she .... " i shaked my head " this is not noraml " add in a stronger voice " shh , here let me help you stand i will understand " he offered me his hand but i pushed it away " i can stand on my own!! " my voice was firm and cold but when i tried i fall again and the pain was hard , he cupped my little soft body and looked at me " come let me fix this " he said to me with a slow and warm voice and turn to talk to the ball boy " bring me ice and some clean bandages we will be in the study room " i looked around , there was not really much of a choise for me so i hold bard tight as he was caring me to the upper level to the study room . 
with a single push he open the door and enter me inside it , i looked around like his office the room was full of books and the smell of the old oaks and old history hit me hard and my eyes look around , for a moment i forget about my leg and the pain , my hands hold him tight not letting him go , carefully he place me on the sofa and looked at me " now let me see your leg " his tone was calm amd soft , a bit strong but very sure of what he is doing , i shiverd when his hands carefully gently touched my ankle " please dont it hurt " i cried for a moment but he just hush me and i obied , he took a cold pack and place it on my skin , i screamd and he smiled holding my hand " hush girl , close your eyes " i did not wanted to but something in me told me to obay him , slowly my eyes close shut and my heart slow his beating . his strong hand did not leave mine and he bandage my ankle " it is not broken just a bit twisted , you will be fine beautiful " i could hear him smile and i asked him quickly before he could leave " why the girl was tied ?" i asked him and slowly open my eyes looking at him " my beautiful girl , she is a sub " he kissed my hand and realse it , pushing him self to stand and i wanted to follow and sit as well . but he shock his head and stopped me " no girl you lay here , i will come here once everyone go " his tone was very clear . i nodded and maybe cause of the pain i fall in to a deep sleep , the only thing i heard was the door shuting behind him and the soft light from the outside fade away . 
when i woke up it was late , i tried to jump from the sofa but my leg hurt and i was in pain and i just set there a bit confused looking around at this room i was in , behind me there was a big window and i could hear the sounds of peoples and cars , slowly making sure not to fall i am started to walk to the window pushing the caurtions away i peek down and saw my boss saying good bye to some of his friends , i saw a lady being carry away on one man arms her hands was rapped around his neck , from the window and my place i saw it was the same woman i saw in the middle of the circle i shook my head , and right as i was ready to walk to the door , it was open and my boss was standing there , so tall and the shadow he cast on the floor was huge , for a moment my heart stop beating i got scared and i gasps , he start walking to my place and say " i see you are a wake " his voice was low and strong and give me a stronger  shiver my all body shake . i bite my lower lips and look at him " yes .. amm... i better get going as well " my voice was softer and as i start walking i almost fall , he hurry to me and catch me right as i was a bout to hit the floor , he lift me up like i was a father " come there is something i want to show you " with me in his arms he walk to another room , this room was bigger and darker i could not see anything " what is it Sir ?" i ask him and i looked around trying to see more " aww you will see dear one " he said and giggles " but before that i need to know do you trust me aliyah ? are you sure i will never hurt you ?" he turn his eyes to me and smiles warmly . 
i nodded softly looking in to his eyes something about them was calming , made me trust him even after everything that happen tonight " yes Sir , i trust you " i reply him quickly and he carefully took a blind fold from his pocket and place it on my bright eyes , i shivered i was scared and my heart start beating faster and faster . " shh , girl dont be scared " he whisper in my ear as he carefully place me back on my feet before him " remember you said you trust me " i nodded what else could i do i was hurt and could not go by my self and he was strong and had all the power , maybe it was not even that , i did not wanted to leave , i wanted to stand by him . 
my heart was pumping , my legs was shaking my hands was sweating and all i could think about was his smell , his scent , him holding me in his strong hands . 
" come girl  , there is a sofa you can sit on , here " i followed him quietly jumping on my leg and finally set there , his strong hands lifted my leg up and place it carefully on a little stoll , he place the ice pack on my ankle and i tried to lift the blind fold up to see what there is there to see but he slap my hand softly and said with his harsh voice " i did not told you , it is ok to lift the blindfold have i girl ?" i smiles and shake my head " no Sir but i do not like it on my eyes " i raised my hand again and he slap it again , this time with out saying a word but i could hear his breathing closer to me , i lifted my hand again but before i could reach the blindfold he said " girl , you do not want to disobey me girl , am i clear on that ?" i wanted to smile i wanted to laugh but something in me in my heart told me to be quiet , to hold back and i did " am i clear Aliyah ?" he said my name and i froze , i heard him getting closer and closer , i could hear his shoes on the wooden floor and with ever step i tighten the grip on the sofa fabric " Aliyah ?" he said again and i just simply quickly answered " yes Sir , i beg for your forgiveness " he smiled and run his finger on my cheek " good girl " his low voice whisper to me and run a cold shiver in my spine . 
his hands slide on my legs and the fabric of my dress slide gently to the sides reveling my silky skin legs to his warm touch , his hands was softly touching me and i gasps . 
" shh , girl , i will not hurt you " he said to me again " trust me on that " i nodded again and allowed his hand to slide on my legs and up to my knees and from there to my thighs i gasps again and slowly breathe again " good , relax girl , breathe slowly , breathe me , give your body time to relax , you are safe " he added and his hands continue to softly travel up , his fingers travel on my panties on the thin line between my two velvet lips of my heat and i open my thighs wider it felt good it felt safe it felt right , i moan and i heard him smiles and grins " someone have been a good girl and her body react to my touch " he said and grins again " i wonder what is hidden behind fabric number one " the tone of his voice was warm and teasing and i giggled but slide my hand to push his away , he just said " Girl , are you disobeying me again ?" . 
 i shock my head " no , no Sir , i ... i ...." i mumbled and he said " obey me , right Aliyah ?" i nodded and slowly moved my hand and allowed him to touch my heat and moved my panties away " yes please " i whisper and he pushed his finger in to my wet warm spot and i hold the sofa , not letting go , not letting it run from me , or i would have fall down , fall from the sofa , fall to my knees . i felt how my body leave his place and fly in to a dream world , with every touch he gave me , every kiss he lay on my body i was more and more his , more and more under his spell . slowly he let go of my heat , slowly his fingers slide away from me " open then Aliyah " he whisper in to my ears and i did , big bright blue eyes open to a new feeling i saw him standing next to me , his hand was reached out to me " stand now " he ordered his voice was soft but yet firm i slowly with my hand in his i stood up and looked at him . he placed my two hands on his shoulders and said " do not let go Aliyah , hold me tight " a smile raise on my face , i cant really leave his shoulders or i will fall . " yes Sir " i said and he smiled back like he is reading my mind , he band over me and slowly reached for the zipper of the black dress , slowly sliding it down " dont let go " he said again and i shiver , his hands was slowly touching me his smell was close to me and when my dress left my body and slide i gasps again , my legs could not hold me any more and i almost fall when he scoop me in his hands and looked in to my eyes " Aliyah how long have it been that a man touched you ? that someone made you feel the women you are inside ?" . 
i could not speak i could not talk and he did not need an answer he knew , slowly he carry  me to the sofa , he laid me on it and with a warm smile he looked at my body " you dont need this as well Aliyah " his fingers slide along my panties and he toss them away " now that is a beauty " he whisper " art , a beautiful women " i blushed and covered my face with my hands " no no Aliyah , put them away of they will be tied up " i obied quickly " good girl " he said quickly and his hands and lips explored my body  . 
he made love to me that night , he made me feel my body as any women should l he took me up in to heaven and showed me the beauty of the pain , after that night it was clear i am his , i belong to him . when the morning came and the soft beams of the sun enter the room it woke my up , i looked to my right and there he was , next to me , he was up his eyes was open and he looked at me " morning Aliyah " i covered my body with the blanket and he just shock his head and smiles " shy girl " he said and slowly got up from the bed and added " there is cloths for you on the chair , take your time get ready , get dressed and i will take you home " i just nodded with no words , i did not know what to say , he was my boss but in that moment he was something more , something deeper , something stronger . i got up took a shower and got dressed , it was long tight jeans with a white soft t-shirt , white bra and panties and flat white shoes , i fixed my hair in a long ponytail and walked to the door , with shiver hand i open it the bright morning light hit my eyes and i blinked , went down the stairs and he was there in the bottom waiting for me , with a warm smile  " lets get you food and something hot to drink and i will take you home , you need rest , you have a day off " i nodded again , not a word leaving my mouth , i was in shock , i was amazed but more then all i was captured in his spell .  
after breakfast that he made for me , fruits and cream , orange juice and pancakes he took my hand and we went down to his car , the house looked even more beautiful then it was before at night and he smiles , came behind me and whisper " still you are far more beautiful then this view " i jumped and he laugh " sorry i did not meant to scare you , but you are " he kissed my neck and i moaned " good girl " he said again and open the door to his car and i slide in sitting next to him " i live ...." he smiled as i started to say something and stooped me " i know where you live Aliyah " he said and his car speed out of the gate and in to the highway. he talked and i listen but said nothing when we got to my apartment he got out and open the door for me " send me an IM when you get inside your house and when u wake up , i want to know you are safe " he said and closed the door behind me standing next to me he kissed my hand and hold it , he kisses my cheek and whisper in my ears " welcome to your new life , mine " with another kiss on my hand he let me go and i walked passed Mark who smiles at me and open the lobby door for me , i looked back at my boss and he stood  there leaning on his car waving at me waiting for me to vanish in to the darkness of the building , slowly i open the door to the apartment and i saw a strange place , like everything is now new to me  , when i closed my door behind me and lean on the door i closed my eyes and finally said " Yes Master , i am yours , i am his ". 

the end ! 

The Flower ( Aliyah 2014 )


The flower  

The brown ground around never knew what happen 
The Green grass around never felt the beauty that come around 
The clear glassy water around never felt more alive 
The beauty of the world was never the same 

In the brown ground around the forest 
In the green grass something came out 
In the clear glassy water u can see the beauty of the world 

From the brown ground 
From the Green grass 
From the clear Glassy water 
The flower have grown 

The flower with the red velvet paddles 
The flower with the green stem 
The flower with the little thorns 
That flower is me . 

Every Day will lead the velvet paddles to grow 
Every Day will lead the green stem to live and grow new leafs 
Every Day will lead the thorns to fall 

Cause with every little day , every little word from your mouth , every little touch you make me in to 

The Collar ( Aliyah 2012 )

The Collar 

Between the dark shadow of the night she knelt , on her beaten brows knees she set 
her hands where tight hold behind her whiped back and her golden hair cover her face 
Between the pieces of her body lay her beating slowly almost dieing heart , blue eyes looking up and peek from behind the golden screen of her life. 
From the lower level as she kneel before her life , she bowed her head solowly before him 
he heart beathing the words not spoken , when the meatl ring shine before her eyes. 
From the dark side of her life , a hand is reach to her and help her stand . 
pull up to her own to feet she stand , shiver , scared and lonely . 
" This is yours " he said to her " yours to have and keep if you choose " 
carefuly her head bowed back and her golden screen raise up and show her face and neck. 
With a single sound of closing , the ring closed and locked on her neck and she sign 
" yours" she whisper between her tears " live and die , by being yours " she stop . 
" Mine!" he call for her when the key leave the collar " mine ! " he whisper to her again. 
From the place she stand and the step she took , her life will not be the same .
From alone she is now one , from her she is now his , from air she is not here . 

Hold on ( Aliyah 2012 )


" Hold to me " he said to her " and dont let go " he command her . 
on the edge of the road sit a girl and hold her Master hand .

" Hold my hand , girl and never allow me to leave " his voice is low and strong 
little soft hand hold his strong one and she hold to it like holding her life tham self. 

" Hold on my heart my girl feel his beating inside your hand " he order her 
shiver hand reach up and grab his heart feeling the beating of the heart in her small hand . 

" Hold on to me my girl " he said to her and added " Hold on to my air " 
blue bright eyes close as the night fall down on them she feel his air cover her slowly . 

" Hold it tight ! tighter ! " he raise his voice at her and she shiver , fear cover her eyes and heart , carefully she hold him , her little heart miss a beat , and he smile . 

" Hold " he lean to her ear and softly whisper there " hold it mine " he beg her . 
slowly her big bright blue eyes open and the black eyelashes screen reveil her soul . 

 " Hold " he whisper again " Hold on to me and never let me go " there is fear in his tone 
the girl slowly slide her hand from his strong grip and stand by her own . 

" Hold " he call after her as she spread her wings and start to fly " Hold " he ask again 

" Hold " his voice have sad low tone in it " Hold and never let go " he finish and let go of her. 

On the edge ( Aliyah 2012 )

On the edge .....


On the edge of a cliff she stand , dress in while rags of her life 
On the edge of a cliff she close her eyes , scared to look down on the path she choose 
On the edge of a cliff she open her hands wide , feeling the winds of the change sofftly peting her body . 
On the edge of a cliff she take a deep brath , inhaleing the fresh clean air . 
On the edge of a cliff she stand on a strong warm loving hand touch her shoulder gently 
" fly my beauty " she hear his voice and shiver run in her spine " fly " he tell her and stop . 

On the edge of a cliff he stand , strong hand reach to her and he stop . 
On the edge of a cliff he touch , softly , gently loving her . 
On the edge of a cliff he speak " breathe" he whisper softly in her ear . 
On the edge of a cliff he see her smile as she open her arms and open her eyes and fly . 

On the edge of a cliff they stand on body , on soul , one mind , one heart .
On the edge of a clif they stand , as one , as stong unit as Master and his slave . 
On the edge of a clif they stand , all their fear has left behind. 
On the edge of a clif they stand on , it was she now she is his . 

Pure bondage , Pure love , Pure trust , Pure heart . 

Trust ( Aliyah 2012 )


                                       TRUST





In a big castle, in a big room, on a large table, there is a little box.

In the little box, inside a small bag, there is a simple rock.

On the simple rock, written in white paint, there is a powerful word... 


                                     TRUST
                                       


In a far corner of the world, inside a far away land, stands a girl.

In the little girl's hand lays a beautiful bird.

On the bird's leg is tied a little bag. Inside the bag there is a white note with the word ...


                                       TRUST
                                      


In far away village, inside an old home kneels a girl

In the same home, next to a big fire place, stands her Master

In her bright blue eyes, is written the word...

                                        TRUST



In a big wide field, with red ruby roses I laid

In my torn clothes, I laid on the field with blue eyes closed

In my gentle soft body, inside my empty heart laid the word...

                                      TRUST
                                    
                                    

In my beaten body, inside my empty soul, in the upper room of my heart, your name will stay.

Because with your own hands you broke my box, and you tore my note.

And you closed my eyes, and you emptied my heart of the word...

                                     TRUST

The Golden Cage ( Aliyah 2012 )

In the golden cage of her life , was laying a golden bird
In a golden cage she lay with wings cover her soft body
In the golden cage you cant see out side
In the golden cage she sang the story of her life .

The golden birdopen her eyes as her lips start to speak the story of her life 
she told about the tress she saw so beautiful and green 
the clear spring water , so cold and freshing 
the brown mountains that cover around 
the laughter of the children when they play in the forest 
the songs of the night owls and the calling of the wild wolfs 

In the golden cage the golden bird cried 
In the goldne cage she lay and cover her soft gentle body 
" do not cry child " she heard a warm kind strong male voice 
" for your tears will brake the world around " he add and she looked up at him 
slowly she raise to her hand and push her self back up to her knees 
her golden wings open up to his slight touch and warm calm feeling cover her . 

" sing for me " he said to her as she looked in to his wild blue eyes . 
" sing to me my child , sing of love and care , sing of flower and trees "  he reach to her and open the cage , allowing her to fly to him and kneel at his feet . 
carefuly opening her beautiful shining golden wings she knelt by him 
open her gentle lips and take a breath of the free air 
then with the respect she felt for him , sliding her bright blue eyes to the floor 
" yes my Master , for you i sing of the world you gave me " she blush and added 
" by your word i live and by them i die " biting her lips gently she stop 

The golden bird knelt by his feet and he lower his hand to her 
cupping her chine and raise it up 
" you are mine , my bird , my world , my song " . 

The Girl in the wood ( Aliyah 2012 )

in the wood a girl stand she raise her eyes to the sky and call out 
in the wood the girl sprad her hands to the side and close her eyes 
in the wood alone she stand wounder if the wood will still be there 
in the wood her little heart raising when the night fall from the sky 
in the wood the quiet calm her down and she hear the music of the night 
in the wood anything can happen at night when the wolfs and owl wake from their sleep 
in the wood a little girl stand and the night wind cover her naked body 

out side the wood the world stand and listen to the cry of the girl 
out side the wood the sun is shining and the sky is clear 
out side the wood some one kiss his love and hug her tight 
out side the wood the birds are singing and the beauty of the world is showen 
out side the wood some one smile and love and care and live . 

the girl from inside the thick wood look out side in the the bright world 
she open her eyes trying to shee from between the tree the beauty of the world 
but nothing is howen and her eyes start to hurt . 
from out side the wood there is an angel all glow in white and bright 
this angel reach his hands and help the girl to see 
" open your eyes wider my child " it order her with soft tone 
" see the beauty of the world , see the bright clear sky and feel the warm of the sun " 
the girl open her eyes and see the angel hands reach to her she is scared to touch 
" i will not hurt you child , take it , it is for you to use and hold " the girl take his hand and smile as she feel the warm of the angel rep around her naked body , slowly step by step the girl march in to the light and out of the dark wood , she fall to the ground and cry raising her eyes to the angel and smiles , her soft pink lips whisper the words " thank you my Master " .