‎Everytime ‎

Everytime i hear your voice i long to be with you more 

Everytime you say my name my heart beat faster and faster with no shame 

Everytime you touch my soul , i feel your hands on my body and light my core

Everytime you say my name , my legs shake and i fall to my knees 

Everytime you send me away my heart brake and i die a little more 

Cause everytime i am not yours i am not me anymore 

Expectations

Everyone have expectations , 

we all have them , we all want them ... 

we all think thye are the most important thing 

but sometimes life have its own turns and one expectations can be their disappointment . 

Someone gave me a task , to finish writing 3 logs of the blog in 3 days . 

i did 2 out of the 3 and by doing so i disapointed him . i felt bad , i should have stood by the expectations he set for me , but i couldnt . its not that i didnt want to , but as i said life had its own turn on my days and i didnt finsih the task on time . 

like everything in life every action have its reactions . and my lack of action set a reaction of punishmnet 

i understand his reaction to the expactions he had from me , and for that i cant say a thing . 

expectations can come in many ways , shapes and forms . it can be of huge varitiy of things . 

when we care about something or someone we have expections . 

I hope i will not fail and will stand in his expectaions from me . 

eyes

Open my eyes i can clearly see 

Open my eyes its real i can be

Take a deep breath and smiles and live 

Hold his hand i can freely give 

Give the walls i hold so tight 

See the sun now shine so bright 

Kneel to his feet peace and calm 

Not looking around i know i am safe and done 

Giving the world around us a brake 

Knowing now the masks are off and i cant fake

Open my eyes breathing him in 

I now know i am safe , i am with him . 

First step ... new year

I took a step and walk in 

I took a breath and open my eyes 

I took a chance and learn to fly 

I took his hand and saw the sky 

He took a step and walked with me 

He took a breath and whisper words to me 

He took a chance and pushed me 

He took my hand and showed me the world 

We took a step and walked toghtere 

We took a breath and lived again 

We took a chance and proved we could 

We took our hands and start a life . 

( picture by Connor Sauber (arlnott)  )