יום שני, 3 בפברואר 2020

Expectations

Everyone have expectations , 
we all have them , we all want them ... 
we all think thye are the most important thing 
but sometimes life have its own turns and one expectations can be their disappointment . 
Someone gave me a task , to finish writing 3 logs of the blog in 3 days . 
i did 2 out of the 3 and by doing so i disapointed him . i felt bad , i should have stood by the expectations he set for me , but i couldnt . its not that i didnt want to , but as i said life had its own turn on my days and i didnt finsih the task on time . 
like everything in life every action have its reactions . and my lack of action set a reaction of punishmnet 
i understand his reaction to the expactions he had from me , and for that i cant say a thing . 
expectations can come in many ways , shapes and forms . it can be of huge varitiy of things . 
when we care about something or someone we have expections . 

I hope i will not fail and will stand in his expectaions from me . 

יום שבת, 1 בפברואר 2020

eyes

Open my eyes i can clearly see 
Open my eyes its real i can be
Take a deep breath and smiles and live 
Hold his hand i can freely give 
Give the walls i hold so tight 
See the sun now shine so bright 

Kneel to his feet peace and calm 
Not looking around i know i am safe and done 
Giving the world around us a brake 
Knowing now the masks are off and i cant fake
Open my eyes breathing him in 
I now know i am safe , i am with him .